March 2012
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“I will remember the kisses
our lips raw with love
and how you gave me...”
– Charles Bukowski
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I finally got out of the hospital today, but before I got out around 4:00 pm, the day was horrible, but one way I got thru it was coloring my princess Emily (nicolete) as a strawberry princess and talked to her about things. I feel like she’s just my sweet princess soul mate. I’m creepy and freaky, but I love her and I think she is a wonderful person… and hopefully soon, I...
“How strange and wonderful is our home, our earth, with its swirling vaporous...”
– Edward Abbey, Appalachian Wilderness
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I’ve been thinking about what I said so irrationally and impulsively earlier…. about “love” only being perfect for a limited amount of time… and you know, love isn’t ever perfect. Nothing is ever perfect, but love is something so much more than perfect… it’s real. Love comes from a living, breathing, imperfect person. Love is taking someone to the...
February 2012
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Storge Pragma Mania
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I think I want to dance with my husband to Mr. Blue Sky by ELO at some point during our reception. It’s just that feeling of feeling like you’ve been through hell, but now stands this man in front of you that is all you have ever wanted and more. I think it’s fitting… and I won’t ever stop dreaming of that day coming.
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I don’t want to eat anymore, but I do it anyway. It’s not all about wanting to be thinner. It’s the concept of foods and the feelings that come with it. My stomach feeling more hollow feels good to me, but yet I fill it up.
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Oh, noose… tied myself in, tied myself too tight. I am always looking kind of anxious in my cross-armed stance, like a bad tempered prom queen at a homecoming dance. And I claim I’m not excited with my life anymore, so I blame this town, this job, these people, the truth is, it’s myself, and I’m trying to understand myself and pinpoint who I am. When I finally get it...
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I have a lot of messages to get back to - thank you so much for all of your support and kind words. I’ll reply as soon as I can really reply properly. Replying on my phone doesn’t always let me make the heart-felt replies I would like to.